Chapter 8, A Jianghu
The police initiated a large-scale investigation into the case of Zhuo Yifan, but it was quickly halted within a week. The matter was too straightforward; Zhuo Yifan was so cooperative that the truth soon came to light. Subsequently, Zhuo Yifan was arrested as a criminal suspect
Zhou Yang did not continue to be angry, but instead took my hand and said, "In case you are unable to breathe because of her grip, remember to hold my hand, and I will pull you out."
Love has ruined the happy lives of countless women, such as myself
Why has Qian become so uncooperative? He cannot be driven away at all
Do not speak useless words, do you want the store or not
I feel an overwhelming sense of loss as I think that in Zhuo Yifan's heart, I will never be able to surpass Yan Chunchun
"Have you really told her?" I asked in disbelief
My calmness leaves Zhou Yang in disbelief. He always looks at me inexplicably and then asks, "Why are you not anxious or nervous at all, and why do you have such a smiling expression? It seems that even if the sky were to fall, you wouldn't be afraid. Who is supporting you?"
Zhou Yang thought for a moment, nodded, and said: "I understand. Zhuo Yifan is fine now, your concerns have vanished. The person you most wanted to treat has actually recovered, so what is the point of you being a doctor? Isn't that right?"
Zhuo Yifan was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and said: "I will repay you when the opportunity arises in the future"
I called Fu Qing's name loudly, again and again, but she just looked at me with tears streaming down her face, without saying a word
I even find myself somewhat believing his words
Zhou Yang showed a troubled expression and said, "The problem is that Zhuo Yifan is fine now"
I did not say anything, I just looked at Fu Qing helplessly. I do not know how Yuan Ye treated her when he was around, I only know that even in such circumstances, Fu Qing still defended Yuan Ye
Ultimately, I cannot bear to part with such a good brother. Who wouldn't be pleased to have a man who tirelessly attends to you without any demands? If Qian always maintained an attitude of selflessness, I would not have to drive him away. Moreover, it was also because of Lin Mu before, but she spoke to me in such a duplicitous manner. Even if I did not dare to argue with her face to face, once I turned away, no one could stop me from continuing to cultivate a revolutionary friendship with Qian.
"Love me!" When Zhou Yang said this, he was once again grinning playfully.
Li Xue and I laughed heartily, and then I said: "Isn't there a wheelchair? You can go wherever you want. If you want to go out to play, just ask Li Xue to push you. From now on, Li Xue will be your personal caretaker." After saying this, I suddenly thought of Yuan Ye and asked Li Xue if she had seen Yuan Ye when she came.
Our glorious history is enough to talk about for several days and nights I said with a smile
Do you like me? I unexpectedly did not scold Zhou Yang, but directly asked him this question.
Why not go
Lin Mu's complexion has improved significantly, and she has also paid attention to her clothing and appearance, making her look vibrant and beautiful, as if she were a completely different person from before
Then who do I love? I asked
That milk tea, in short, I ordered milk tea, just drink it like that, I guarantee you will want to vomit, I felt nauseous for three days. We are not native Tibetans, we are not used to it. The children there are very shy, they want to look at you but dare not, they are very cute, with dark faces, and each of their gazes is as pure as the blue sky. However, I do not want to go back, I got sick several times there and even lost a leg, I dare not go back.
However, regarding Zhuo Yifan's harm to Yan Chunchun, whether it is intentional murder or accidental injury still requires a court ruling
What else can we do? Just watch as Zhuo Yifan goes to prison?
I waved my hand and said, "Anyway, I am not going. If you want to go, you can go by yourself."
Since coming out from Yan Chunchun just now, Zhou Yang has been following me, even without saying anything, he still follows me
I called Yuan Ye and asked him to come and settle the payment, but Yuan Ye told me over the phone that he is getting married
You should ask yourself why you are unwilling to have a meal with Lin Mu. Is it because you feel guilty? In fact, what do you have to feel guilty about? You should truly believe that you are not in the wrong, rather than just telling yourself verbally that you are not wrong while your heart does not accept it. I hope you can address the issues in your hearts directly; otherwise, it may lead to complications.
Before I even arrived at the clinic, Zhou Yang called me to inform that Yan Chunchun had officially filed a lawsuit against Zhuo Yifan
In about a month, the court will hold a hearing. We still have a month to persuade Yan Chunchun, and there is still a chance for a turnaround. Zhou Yang gave me some hope and comforted me.
Li Xue stated that she must wait until Fu Qing recovers before getting married, as she is also looking forward to having Fu Qing as her bridesmaid
What?
Zhou Yang lamented with frustration, "Then why aren't you thinking about escaping?"
Where to go
Zhou Yang has always been by my side, quietly listening to me ramble on about my school days and other matters, without saying much. Sometimes I feel that Zhou Yang is like a worm in my belly, as he quietly stays beside me, occasionally glancing at me, or giving me a pat, or saying a few simple words, all of which make me feel comfortable; he knows everything that is in my heart. Sometimes I feel that Zhou Yang is like a worm in my belly, as he quietly stays beside me, occasionally glancing at me, or giving me a pat, or saying a few simple words, all of which make me feel comfortable; he knows everything that is in my heart.
Lin Mu occasionally glanced at me while speaking, her gaze cold yet her expression appeared kind. However, every word seemed to accuse me, first reproaching me for my reprimand when I first met her, and then blaming me for hurting her child. She also informed me that, in terms of emotions, she could not forgive me.
During dinner with Lin Mu in the evening, I realized that Lin Mu is no longer the person I once knew. In fact, I was not very familiar with Lin Mu before either
This woman, in her obsession with Zhou Yang, looks at me as if I am her lifeline. However, she does not realize that I am merely a shadow of a straw and cannot truly help her
I glanced at Zhou Yang, and in an instant, tears streamed down my face
I laughed and said, "Who knows! Besides, he wasn't doing well when he was taking action. If we don't say anything, and Zhuo Yifan doesn't say anything, who would know that he is doing better?"
I have noticed that as soon as Li Xue is in front of Fu Qing, she is able to speak. After all, they used to be a pair of rivals who would bicker all day long. Now, Fu Qing has finally fallen silent, allowing Li Xue to take the stage and deliver her speech all on her own.
Recently, due to Zhuo Yifan's case, I have been spending all my time with Zhou Yang, and over time, I have developed a sense of dependence on him. If I wake up in the morning without hearing his call, I feel a sense of loss, as if the day is destined to be a failure. If I do not receive his goodnight call at night, I find it hard to sleep, feeling as though I have not completed the day's tasks. Sometimes, just thinking of Zhou Yang's face makes me unable to help but smile. Additionally, every little moment from the time I met Zhou Yang until now suddenly pops into my mind like magic, recalling the way he first secretly kissed me, remembering how he swung his arm to hit someone... If I do not receive his goodnight call at night, I find it hard to sleep, feeling as though I have not completed the day's tasks. Sometimes, just thinking of Zhou Yang's face makes me unable to help but smile. Moreover, every little moment from the time I met Zhou Yang until now suddenly pops into my mind like magic, recalling the way he first secretly kissed me, remembering how he swung his arm to hit someone... I think of how he got angry in front of me, and how he teased me... Zhou Yang seems like a spring, flowing slowly and steadily into my heart.
I joked with Fu Qing, saying: "This is what you call turning misfortune into fortune. Once you recover from your illness, you will have honed your calligraphy skills. We should arrange a personal calligraphy exhibition for you, so we can also showcase it to the cultural elites."
This phrase sounds very familiar
Zhou Yang seemed to know that I was going to Yan Chunchun's place. On the phone, he said: "Don't go looking for her. The lawyer she hired may have just left her place. Come to my place instead. I'll call Zhuo Yifan to come over as well, and we can discuss it together."
"But I have already told her, if you don't go, aren't you just clearly standing her up? There is already some resentment, so don't add fuel to the fire. Moreover, I tell you, I am not trying to scare you; her hatred for you runs deep, and I believe she will seek revenge sooner or later" Zhou Yang said very seriously
The spring, summer, autumn, and winter of this year are about to come to an end for me. I never imagined that my career as a psychologist would be so brief, nor did I expect that so many stories would unfold during this short career, each one leaving a profound impression.
I chuckled softly and stepped forward to pat Manager Qian on the shoulder, saying: "Young man, you did well, you have potential"
That man is not him; he is the one who saved me, the one who rescued me after I fell down the mountain. He was also traveling, going alone, and happened to encounter me. Speaking of that person, a rosy glow appeared on Li Xue's face, a color of happiness. "We returned together, and he is preparing to fit me with a prosthetic limb first, and then we will get married"
From the perspectives of biology and psychology, you have triggered an accelerated secretion of my hormones, and I conclude that this cycle lasts a lifetime. From social and cultural perspectives, you have instilled in me a desire to protect you, and I conclude that this cycle also lasts a lifetime. If viewed from the emotional perspective, this question has never had an answer. Zhou Yang did not seem to be answering my question; rather, it felt like he was joking. However, his jest was so sincere and practical, and quite romantic, that it made my heart flutter. If viewed from the emotional perspective, this question has never had an answer. Zhou Yang did not seem to be answering my question; rather, it felt like he was joking. However, his jest was so sincere and practical, and quite romantic, that it made my heart flutter.
I pushed the door open and saw Fu Qing smiling, and I smiled as well
I said: "If you do not repay this time, you will have no more chances."
I remained silent for half a day, not knowing what to say
I have already inquired with someone. For cases like Zhuo Yifan's, which involve attempted murder and are considered relatively minor, he will likely serve about two to three years in prison. After two to three years, he will still be a good man
Zhou Yang pulled me, holding my hand with his, then patted my palm and said: "It's alright, you should understand, he just wants to face what he needs to face in his life. He wants to make himself strong; it was precisely because he was not strong before that he became ill. Since he has made up his mind, why should we insist?"
I do not know how to explain it; it is as if when I jokingly tease Mr. Qian, he becomes my friend, my brother. Similarly, when I joke with life, life also becomes my friend, my brother. If I were to live life very seriously, it would exhaust me to death
At this moment, I suddenly thought, if only Qian were always here, at least he could relieve me of my worries
When Li Xue mentioned marriage, my tears suddenly flowed again; this time, the tears were not related to sadness or pain, but rather tears of happiness, an overwhelming sense of joy.
However, it is the same for Yan Chunchun." Zhuo Yifan said
Zhou Yang comforted me by saying that doctors tend to present the worst possible outcomes first, allowing you to prepare for the worst, and only then will you feel relieved by the actual results
In just a few moments, I have finally reconciled with Mr. Qian.
Zhou Yang did not pause for even a second, and then immediately said: "I like it!"
Zhuo Yifan looked at me, his handsomeness still intact, but the qualities that originally attracted me to him were gone. I understand why; for me, Zhuo Yifan was captivating precisely because he was ill. His illness added a layer of melancholy to him, which was the poetic aspect that enchanted me. But now, he has recovered, and that melancholic part of him no longer exists. The gaze he directs at me lacks the poetic essence I once felt; his calmness and composure leave me feeling quite disappointed
Zhou Yang waved his hand, signaling me to calm down, and said: "There is no lack of solutions. I have thought it over; we can only find a way to prove that Zhuo Yifan's actions were accidental harm. In fact, it is not very difficult. Zhuo Yifan has long suffered from depression, and many people can attest to this. When he is having an episode, he may harm himself or others. At the time of the incident, he happened to be with Yan Chunchun, and accidentally injured her with a fruit knife. Moreover, Yan Chunchun is now fine, so such a simple case of accidental harm does not constitute a serious crime, especially since Zhuo Yifan is a mental health patient.
I never would have imagined that Lin Mu would now possess such thoughts and courage, with words laced with explosives and movements resembling those of a master in the underworld. This so-called underworld is a woman's underworld, where the tumultuous storms of conflict rage between women.
Yuan Ye has really come, and he has come without any shame
In this way, Li Xue is fortunate; she has encountered her remedy, and she has found the heart she needs
Mr. Qian
Fu Qing can now write beautifully; I believe she did not write as much during her school days as she does now. When I am at home, she writes quickly while talking to me. When I am not at home, she writes slowly, jotting down everything she wants to say, and then shows it to me when I return.
Zhou Yang smiled and said, "Do you know what Mr. Qian has been up to lately?"
When Fuqing opened his eyes, there was no sound, no words were spoken, he simply looked at me, and then two lines of tears flowed from his eyes, running down past his ears and onto the pillow
I looked at the door, smiling as I watched Li Xue, stunned. How could I have thought that Li Xue would return at this time? I truly believed she had settled in Tibet. However, what surprised me even more than Li Xue's return was that she had not returned completely; she had left her left leg in Tibet
Why? I asked again
Using various methods to track, such as asking others about your situation or personally investigating your movements while driving. Moreover, he has already told me that if you need money to cover the medical expenses that you have settled, you can ask me to lend it to you, and of course, the money I lend you will be covered by him
Zhou Yang whispered in my ear: "Don't worry, she will eventually open her mouth and continue to banter with you! Just let her take a break."
However, I was excited; how could I just let him go like that? Suddenly, I remembered the voice of the man on the phone that night, and I realized, saying: "I remember, there was a time I called you and heard a man's voice; you even deceived me! Truly useless, he is unkind, and we shall not be righteous; let him not think he can have good days ahead!"
I inquired with the doctor about the details of the payment, and I do not believe that a single iron nail could truly have caused her to never wake up again
I certainly know what it is, so I thought for a moment and said to Zhou Yang: "How about this, you pretend to be on good terms with her, trick her into withdrawing the lawsuit, and once she withdraws it, you can break up with her. I think this is the only way."
I asked the doctor when I would recover, and the doctor said it depends on the treatment situation. Currently, I am waking up earlier than expected, so there should be no issues with the treatment.
I did not know what to say, I just shouted "bastard" at the phone.
I know that this is just an excuse; he simply cannot bear to see me sell the clinic, so he is keeping an eye on me.
Zhou Yang then inquired about the situation with Fu Qing. I simply replied that it was still the same, and then I told Zhou Yang about Li Xue's return. Zhou Yang pondered for a moment and then said to me, "Once the matter with Zhuo Yifan is resolved, I will take you out to have some fun!"
Regardless, there is hope after all
I just do not know when paying off everything will make the love in her heart go to hell
But love is not; love is you chasing me and me chasing you
Zhou Yang said that I love him, or rather, that I will eventually love him.
Fu Qing tugged at Li Xue's hand, urging her to continue recounting those trivial matters from the past.
But Zhou Yang suddenly said to me: "Since you are willing to drift like this, I can only accompany you in drifting. Two people drifting together feels more real."
Zhou Yang was momentarily taken aback, probably because he had never seen me cry before. After a long pause, he suddenly embraced me tightly, saying that it was alright and that he was there for me
Li Xue put down her chopsticks and was about to go to the hospital to see Fu Qing
That night, I indeed slept soundly at home, feeling particularly comfortable and content, as if I had some sort of premonition, suggesting that after this sleep, I would no longer have a peaceful slumber.
The next morning, as soon as I woke up, I smelled the aroma of food. After blinking a few times, I understood that Mr. Qian had come again and had brought me breakfast.
I turned and rushed to the hospital, intending to find Yan Chunchun. I truly did not expect that she would actually do this.
"The environment over there is very harsh? How did it come to this?" I asked
I did not obstruct
As soon as I entered, I heard Li Xue sharing her interesting experiences in Tibet with Fu Qing
Zhou Yang looked at me, and his gaze seemed to urge me not to retreat. However, I smiled at Zhou Yang and then lowered my head to cut the steak on my plate
I did not stop him; I think that if I really wanted to sell the clinic, Money would always be the first buyer, because he believes that the clinic is my dream
By the way, what about Fu Qing? Has she moved out? I suppose she has a new man now? I knew she wouldn't settle down. " Li Xue completely disregarded my tears of emotion and suddenly asked about Fu Qing.
I did not go to the hospital with Li Xue, but rather visited the clinic. I haven't been there for several days and am unaware of how Cao Ge has managed the clinic.
Fu Qing is still lying down, and I do not understand why Yuan Ye is still at work so late
I watched Yan Chunchun leave with a determined stride, thinking to myself that her injury seemed to have healed.
I must say that Yuan Ye's heart is truly ruthless
In the past, I often felt that Zhou Yang was someone who understood me very well, someone who could see right through me at a glance. Now, I can finally say to him with pride that he does not understand me at all; the ones who know me best are still my two caring sisters.
Where is Mr. Qian?
Please buy my clinic
Who else could it be? I did not go to Tibet alone; he accompanied me, but it was I who requested his company. I think he truly could not bear my incessant attachment, which is why he resorted to this drastic measure. I do not blame him; on the contrary, I should be grateful to him for finally allowing me to let go of him completely, giving myself a chance. Li Xue appeared so calm, not at all as if she were joking. I do not blame him; on the contrary, I should be grateful to him for finally allowing me to let go of him completely, giving myself a chance. Li Xue appeared so calm, not at all as if she were joking.
Zhou Yang reached out and tapped my head, saying: "Do you have any brains? What she wants is for me to marry her, and is a marriage certificate something you can just get casually? Besides, even if I get a marriage certificate with her and then a divorce certificate, won't she just sue again? Can't you think of a reliable solution?"
Mr. Qian learned from Zhou Yang about my intention to sell the clinic, and since then, he has been stationed at the clinic every day. He stated that he wants to have a comprehensive understanding of the clinic's operational situation so that he can purchase it at a reasonable price
I asked him about his attitude, and he still insisted on his previous stance. He said he wanted to repay all that he owed to Yan Chunchun.
Who
I sat up and shouted, "Damn you, Qian! Can you not disturb me?"
Zhou Yang stopped smiling and said seriously: "You must come, or you can forget about leaving now. Even if I have to keep you here, I will keep you until dinner time."
After Zhuo Yifan left, Zhou Yang said: "Let's have dinner together tonight; I have arranged for someone to join us."
Marriage is you supporting me, and I supporting you
Li Xue has already taken her fiancé to have dinner with me and Fu Qing. The young man is quite good-looking, with strong arms and a generous disposition. He has a very friendly smile, and at first glance, he seems to be a family-oriented person
I will think about it!'' After Zhou Yang just finished speaking, he suddenly thought of something and said, ``There is a person you can sell it to, I think it would be quite suitable.
It really is Lin Mu, I shook my head and said, "No, I have no need to have dinner with her"
Sometimes I mischievously wonder whether Zhou Yang is a staple food or a dessert for me. In the end, I realize that I never eat dessert after a meal. So, is Zhou Yang a staple food?
The doctor said that even newborns first learn to walk before gradually learning to speak, and that this is considered normal.
Zhou Yang touched his chin and said: "I tell you, it is only to compete with him fairly; otherwise, winning would not be honorable. Moreover, he is quite diligent. If I do not make this clear now, what if you end up with me in the future and regret knowing these things later?"
I shot Zhou Yang a glare
Lin Mu is the same; she is also someone who takes love seriously. They are all fools; whoever takes it seriously will get hurt
Every time I look at the doctor, I am filled with confusion. I have become numb to the doctor's constant reassurances that I will get better soon. All I know is that, up to now, I still cannot speak clearly or get out of bed.
I truly admire Yuan Ye for being so ruthless and indifferent to the affairs of the Qing dynasty
I obediently got up to tidy myself up and then had breakfast with Li Xue
The leg that was paid off has recovered quite well, and now it can walk two to three meters on the ground, but it still cannot speak
I won't go! I say it with my mouth, but in my heart, I feel quite pleased.
There is no credibility to speak of with someone as ruthless as Yuan Ye. Does he think that when I say I will accompany him to watch a movie, I will actually go? Nonsense! I would rather go back and sleep than waste my time on that.
I pondered for a moment and asked: "Lin Mu?"
Zhou Yang, feeling quite unconvinced, said: "I will say it to you once more, sooner or later you will understand, you do not love Zhuo Yifan"
Fu Qing has been moved back home from the hospital. The doctor said the recovery is going very well, and that continuous rest and medication at home will suffice. The doctor mentioned that one day, morning or evening, he will be fine. From what the doctor said, it seems that Fu Qing will recover soon
I shot Zhou Yang a glance and said, "What time is it? Do you still have the mind to think about whether I have made a deal with her? Hurry up and come up with a solution!"
The date for the court hearing has been set, and there is one week remaining
I originally intended to praise Zhou Yang regarding Lin Mu's matter, but now I am not in the mood for that; I need to discuss Zhuo Yifan's situation with Zhou Yang
I casually replied to him, "I am already in her grasp."
I wiped my tears and said: "I am lying in the hospital, hit on the head by an iron nail, and now I cannot speak or walk. I do not know when I will recover. However, you can rest assured that I will cure her even if I have to sell the clinic."
If it were not for love, I could marry Mr. Qian, and from then on, live a life of luxury and freedom. If it were not for love, I could also marry Zhou Yang without a second thought, and living a life of indulgence under the moonlight while ignoring my conscience would also be a kind of romance
Li Xue smiled and began to speak again
At the end, Zhou Yang's expression was not very good, but I felt that he was trying to intimidate me. What complications could arise?
However, I still desire love
Since Zhuo Yifan was taken away by the police, there has been nothing left for Zhou Yang and me to discuss. All we can do now is wait for the court hearing
I have carefully studied whether someone like Zhou Yang qualifies as a handsome and wealthy bachelor I could marry. In the end, I found that Zhou Yang does meet many of the conditions I desire. However, the current issue is whether I love him. I realize that when it comes to the question of marriage, my primary condition remains love.
When I saw Yuan Ye, I really wanted to slap him. I wanted to ask him how he could be so selfish. Even if there is no romantic love between him and Fu Qing, there should at least be some feelings, right? Even as ordinary friends, he should come to visit!
But Fu Qing likes you too, she likes you more than anyone else. If you marry her, you will enjoy the treatment of an emperor every day! Why don't you wait for her? In terms of beauty, figure, and sensuality, what does Fu Qing lack?
Looking back now at my feelings for Zhuo Yifan, it seems that Zhou Yang was right. To me, Zhuo Yifan is a weak person, and I am unafraid of the weak, feeling an impulse to protect them, which is why I would develop feelings for Zhuo Yifan. Such feelings may perhaps be the result of the maternal aspect within a woman's body at play
Although Fuqing cannot speak or walk, it is only because the nerves in those two areas have not been properly repaired. Her brain functions normally in all other aspects of thought, and when she wants to communicate with me, she writes with a pen
However, I did not mention these to Yan Chunchun, because even if I did, she would not be able to take it in. I only told her that Zhuo Yifan might not lose this lawsuit
I smiled and said, "Alright, you all compete!"
Zhou Yang laughed heartily and clapped his hands, saying: "Dealing with intelligent women is simply enjoyable; they get straight to the point!"
I smiled and said, "I am willing!"
Zhou Yang widened his eyes and looked at me, asking: "Isn't it fine? Why sell it?"
Li Xue smiled and said when she saw me enter, "Alright, the three of us are finally gathered together on this chilly night. It has been a long time since we last met, hasn't it? Whenever I felt down while in Tibet, I would think of the times we spent together, the joy we shared. Those days were truly priceless!"
Just close your eyes, and that will suffice
They really said it. They are very generous, unlike you, who is so petty
I feel that what I said was somewhat irresponsible. I think that if I really did break my leg, Li Xue would cry even more than I would.
The final result given by the doctor is that all the adverse outcomes have been fully realized, rendering the patient unable to speak or walk
I have no way to deal with Zhuo Yifan, and I jumped up and shouted: "Why are you so stubborn? What is so good about her? She has deceived and played with you time and again, why does she not want to face some punishment? She has never felt guilty, and now she is even adding insult to injury! For someone like her, what are you still cherishing? You are in love with only her pure appearance, but inside she is already rotten to the core; she has sores on her head and pus oozing from her feet, so stop being foolish.
I nodded, there is no other way.
Zhou Yang accompanied me for three days, and after three days, Fu woke up
I looked at Li Xue's left leg, which appeared hollow below the knee, and my heart twisted into a knot; I hugged the blanket and cried
When she is happy, she says: "How wonderful, you are as aloof as ever, just looking at your expression makes it seem like we have returned to the past"
I thought carefully and understood that it was a long time ago, wasn't it before meeting Zhuo Yifan?
Li Xue continued to feed the already cut-up fruit in front of Fu Qing into his mouth. Fu Qing shook his head to indicate that he did not want to eat anymore, and then took a piece of paper and a pen to write: Eating too much leads to aging WC
Zhuo Yifan stood up to leave, saying that he had nothing else to do and would head back to school first. I originally planned to leave with Zhuo Yifan, but Zhou Yang stopped me, saying that there were other matters to attend to
I patted Zhou Yang's hand and said, "Alright, then help me out now."
I interrupted Zhou Yang and said: "Why tell me? He is just a fool. Originally, we could have been such good friends, but he insisted on playing by his own rules, so he had no choice but to be eliminated"
But I haven't done anything else besides being in the hospital, how could he track me
I looked at Zhou Yang, speechless
I have said this to many people before, including Zhuo Yifan
Zhou Yang suddenly realized and exclaimed, "So you want money to accompany you all the time!"
Thus, marriage is about finding a balance between two individuals, and once the two people in love achieve that balance, they either embark on marriage or part ways.
Upon hearing what I said, Fuqing's eyes lost their laughter again
Anywhere is fine, as long as it is a beautiful place, we will go there
The doctor's words left me feeling uneasy. If it really is that way, how am I supposed to explain it to Fu Qing's family? What will happen to the rest of Fu Qing's life?
Upon settling the payment, I noticed Yuan Ye had arrived, and the light in his eyes instantly brightened, which made me feel uncomfortable. Therefore, I pretended to have something to attend to and left.
I adopted a posture of listening attentively to Yan Chunchun's words, and then she left in a huff.
Why? I asked in confusion
Yan Chunchun laughed at me for not understanding Zhuo Yifan at all. She said: "You will never understand how much Zhuo Yifan loves me. He can forgive me for anything I do to him, but he cannot forgive himself for the mistakes he has made towards me! He is very pitiful, so he must hold on to his love. He is someone who would do anything for love. I want him to pay the price for me, and he will definitely accept it all. I actually do not want him to suffer; I just want you to suffer, and then Zhou Yang will suffer along with you. He is very pitiful, so he must hold on to his love. He is someone who would do anything for love. I want him to pay the price for me, and he will definitely accept it all. I actually do not want him to suffer; I just want you to suffer, and then Zhou Yang will suffer along with you. Zhuo Yifan will torment you all for my sake."
Li Xue has already moved out to live with her fiancé, who is about to get married, but she still often comes to see me and Fu Qing. Recently, she frequently looks at me with a mix of happiness and deep sadness.
Lin Mu faced me with calmness, as if greeting me very familiarly, engaging in trivial conversation. In the afternoon, she had clearly been quite indifferent towards me, yet at this moment, she did not find her attitude to be abrupt
I shook my head and said I didn't know. When it comes to money, my mood has significantly declined.
However, you were indeed acting out when you harmed Yan Chunchun; would you normally behave this way? You would not do such a thing.
I cannot understand how he owes Yan Chunchun. I helplessly asked him: "What about what you owe me? What should we do?"
What method?
I stubbornly refused to leave, saying: "I just love the smell of the hospital; it disinfects all my internal organs." However, I understood Fu Qing's intentions, so I sent Yuan Ye a text message, saying: "Come and see Fu Qing; she has been awake for several days. You should visit her, and in the evening, I will accompany you to watch a movie."
Do you still remember, Leng Yan? There was a time when we went to steal someone else's goldfish. You said that the goldfish only cost 1 yuan each, but we refused to buy them, thinking that stealing them was more delightful. Each of us held one in our palms and ran off for quite a distance. Then we gathered together to open our palms and take a look. Hehe, I had squeezed the intestines out of the two goldfish I was holding, while you were even more impressive, having none in your palm at all. When we turned around, we saw them bouncing along the road.
The doctor said that although it is just an iron nail, it has pierced an important nerve. Even if the patient wakes up, there may be very serious consequences, such as being unable to speak or walk
I can only think of it this way; Yan Chunchun is not someone who can be easily persuaded. Although I know how I could convince her, I do not intend to do so
I cried with great intensity, letting out all the events of these past few days. Li Xue sat quietly by the bed, handing me tissues, and even smiled slightly, as if it were I who had suffered a broken leg rather than her
It is not that there is no way, after all," Zhou Yang said with a smile.
I laugh at myself for thinking so deeply and passionately about Zhuo Yifan, in the end, it is merely an ordinary sibling romance without any outcome
Indeed, all my thoughts have been seen through by Zhou Yang, but I truly do not wish to continue. On one hand, Zhuo Yifan has improved, and on the other hand, there have been too many matters recently, leaving me without the inclination to proceed
That evening's dinner was filled with gloom and despondency, and afterward, Zhou Yang shook his head and sighed at me repeatedly, saying that I was originally a duck that could not keep up with the pace, that I was so weak and incompetent, and that sooner or later I would be held in the palm of Lin Mu's hand
Seeing that I had been accompanying her in the hospital for a long time, she felt a bit reluctant and wrote a note to me: "Aren't you planning to open your clinic? If you don't, who will reimburse my medical expenses! This is a work-related injury! Hurry back, I can't stand looking at you all day, just get a handsome guy to keep me company!"
Due to the intention to sell the clinic, I am now too lazy to even inquire about the business situation. Every day, I am busy discussing Zhuo Yifan's case with Zhou Yang and looking for a lawyer, preparing all the necessary materials, and in addition, I have to find time to take care of Fu Qing
Zhuo Yifan has entrenched himself in his own deadlock, unwilling to accept our suggestions, and is single-mindedly convinced that he deserves to be punished
He has done nothing else but follow you
When she is full of sorrow, she would say: "Leng Yan, please stop this. Why have you started drifting again like before? I always feel that your heart is just floating aimlessly, unable to settle down. You should find a place to land; that way, you would be happier"
Her eyes were squinting with laughter, sitting on the bed with her mouth open. Apart from the absence of sound, she looked completely as if she were laughing heartily
When I arrived at the Zhou Yang Clinic, Zhuo Yifan had not yet come, and I happened to see Lin Mu coming out.
However, after that, I no longer dared to leave Fu Qing's side even for a moment. I sent away the nanny that Yuan Ye had invited and did not call Yuan Ye again, because I was afraid that Fu Qing would wake up as the doctor had said. If that were the case, then there was no need to continue tormenting Fu Qing with matters of love.
I thought for a moment and said, "I will consider it as well"
We always tend to fall for someone who does not reciprocate our feelings, and then we find ourselves in a bittersweet love that remains unfulfilled. The notion that lovers will ultimately be united is something that can only be encountered by chance, while the multitude of beings will ultimately attain a mundane marriage and partner filled with practical significance. As for the unwavering love they once held, let it go to hell! The notion that lovers will ultimately be united is something that can only be encountered by chance, while the multitude of beings will ultimately attain a mundane marriage and partner filled with practical significance. As for the unwavering love they once held, let it go to hell!
However, there is one person who does not see it this way, and that is my long-time sister Li Xue. I think Fu Qing should also not see it this way, but she is unable to express it.
I thought about it and reluctantly agreed
I smiled and said that Li Xue has indeed found the right person
That day, I rarely visited the clinic, and Mr. Qian greeted me cheerfully, jokingly saying: "The Empress Dowager has personally come today, from which direction did the sun rise? Should I prepare some fine wine and dishes for you? Should I also find a few handsome young men to attend to you?"
I no longer wish to continue, as I find it uninteresting
Until I cried myself out and stopped, Li Xue finally got up and said to me: "Alright, let's have breakfast! I'm starving."
Lin Mu glanced at me with the corner of his eye and walked away without saying a word
Li Xue said with a smile, very naturally: "It wasn't me who did it, it was him. He pushed me down from the mountain. I consider myself fortunate to have survived without dying, only breaking a leg."
I can understand why Li Xue remains so calm and has found happiness after losing a leg; it is because she has severed the ignorance and pain of the past, or rather, the unattainable love she once had, while simultaneously embracing a new love
However, there is only one way to prevent him from going to prison, and that is for Yan Chunchun to withdraw the lawsuit. There is also only one way to make Yan Chunchun withdraw the lawsuit, and you know what it is
Now I have things to do every day, which suddenly brings me a sense of peace. Although the matters concerning Zhuo Yifan and Fu Qing are not trivial, I have finally started to feel more at ease.
Perhaps it is not yet the end, and no one knows what the final outcome will be
I did not persuade Yan Chunchun, but she sought me out once again, using her last efforts to try to get me to agree to her request
I am not willing to go with you! I want to find a handsome and wealthy person to take me to those beautiful places in his private car.
Zhou Yang occasionally frowned, and finally coughed lightly, saying to Lin Mu and me: "I know there is a bit of misunderstanding between you two. I hope you take this opportunity to clear the air, and from now on, we can all be friends"
I now feel very happy, just as I did a long time ago.
Zhou Yang has always understood Zhuo Yifan better than I do, and indeed this is the case. After Zhuo Yifan arrived, upon hearing about this method, he immediately opposed it and stated with righteous indignation: "I have said that I will take responsibility, and you need not worry about me. I will confess to my own wrongdoing without reservation, and there is no need to lie."
Li Xue shook her head and said no, and Fu Qing quickly wrote: "He had something to attend to, so I asked him to leave"
What kind of joke is this? Wouldn't that ruin his life? He is currently attending university, his illness has just improved, and he has a bright future ahead of him. How can he be sent to prison at this time?
Before Zhuo Yifan was arrested, I visited him at school several times, and he seemed to be in good spirits. When I went to see him, he was playing basketball with his classmates on the playground. The sight of him running and wiping sweat under the sun on the court still moved me, but that feeling of being touched to the core of my soul was no longer there
I am concerned that Zhuo Yifan may not agree
Before having dinner, I went to the hospital to see Fu Qing
I do not understand how Mr. Qian has suddenly become so open-minded, suddenly calling me his brother and speaking with the same demeanor as when I first met him
Yuan Ye, however, said: "If I cannot marry the one I like, then I shall marry someone who likes me!"
Zhou Yang smiled and said, "I knew you couldn't bear to part with me and wouldn't trade me for Yan Chunchun."
We always tend to fall for someone who does not reciprocate our feelings, and then we find ourselves both pained and delighted in this unfulfilled love. The notion that lovers will eventually unite is something that can only be encountered by chance; the vast majority of people will ultimately attain a mundane marriage and partner filled with practical significance. As for the unwavering love they once held, let it go to hell! The notion that lovers will eventually unite is something that can only be encountered by chance; the vast majority of people will ultimately attain a mundane marriage and partner filled with practical significance. As for the unwavering love they once held, let it go to hell!
In fact, the life I can see is very one-sided; the pleasures and distractions, as well as the relationships between men and women and love, are also very one-dimensional. Some people, compared to me, are experiencing greater darkness and suffering; they may be politicians or businessmen. Nevertheless, I still have to think and struggle with a complete mindset in my limited life. I always feel there is no way out, yet I also feel there is still a way out.
I smiled slightly, and before I could speak, Lin Mu coldly said: "Zhou Yang, you speak so lightly; it's not your business, so you can stand there without feeling any pain. Don't try to reason with women; matters between women are something you will never understand. It's like how the current mistresses are often more alluring than the legitimate wives, more arrogant, and dare to point fingers at the legitimate wives, accusing them of being incapable. You simply do not understand these things. Do you think a man can comprehend a mother's feelings for her child? Just like how the current mistresses are often more alluring than the legitimate wives, more arrogant, and dare to point fingers at the legitimate wives, accusing them of being incapable. You simply do not understand these things. Do you think a man can comprehend a mother's feelings for her child? Men are primarily focused on their careers, but women are different; love is everything to a woman!"
Li Xue has been fitted with a prosthetic limb. Although she still walks with a slight limp, she no longer needs a cane. Especially with this man supporting her on her left side, it instantly gives the impression that these two individuals are well-matched
As soon as I heard this, I felt happy and said, "This is good, this is good! So you have had a solution all along, yet you kept going in circles without telling me, making me anxious for no reason."
I shot Zhou Yang another glance and said, "So it turns out you are not the one going to prison, why are you always so unserious?"
If it weren't for Zhou Yang supporting me by my side, I would truly collapse to the ground. It is not the payment of this medical fee that worries me; it is just that seeing the tears in Fu Qing's eyes feels like a knife stabbing my heart.
I do not wish to marry someone who has ties to you. After settling the payment, she will forget about me; she is someone whose emotions come quickly and leave just as swiftly
Who is he
Lin Mu is the only person in this world who makes it impossible for me to be arrogant. I always feel guilty towards her, perhaps because of the child she has lost. Just as Lin Mu said, men do not understand a mother's feelings for her child, but I do, which is why I remain silent in her presence